Thursday, February 04, 2010


This is starting to damage me. Not telling people around me the truth. What should I do? I mean, I know better than hiding it, but in my case this is the only way to keep them calm. The last thing I want is their pity. I'm afraid I'll ruin their life balance and harmony. I'm afraid of hurting them. Just need someone brave enough to slap me in the face and make me tell them everything. Knock some sense into me. Because when I come clean about the truth, I need someone I can embrace.
Nobody is brave anymore, not even me. It's slowly killing me and all I can do is to hide. Hide, as if it is gonna go away. Hah, fooling myself. Well, guess I can just make the best out of it while I'm here.


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