Saturday, June 19, 2010

Fix It

You sit all day long, thinking about how you are supposed to fix the problems in your life. You fear your worst fear, you ask for someones help, you put yourself in the worst possible position, only so that everything can get better in the end. All day you gather all your curage, you become strong.
Just when you think everything is getting better, his one move or one word makes your world fall a part again. All the sudden you are weak again, you find yourself crying over something as stupid as the word "Tell me more". Then you start asking yourself if this is right? Is this fair? You struggle between the choice of working on the problem and fixing it, or leave it again. You end up doing the same things you did when you woke up this morning, you end up towards fixing the problem. You cannot NOT fix it, because you love him.


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