The lack of Internet has really made an impact on me. Never realized how much I need Internet to function until now. Fiancè feels the same way. This weekend we decided to take a little trip across the ocean to one of the islands here in Istanbul to have a little picnic. (Warning, this part of the text is a little mushy.) I will soon be leaving to go back home and it hurts to leave this guy here all alone. Again. But I try to stay positive for both of us (because he is broken from all of this waiting) and make the best out of everyday. I believe that if you want one thing bad enough you will get it in the end. I know the reality of this world but I try to be optimistic about everything.
Me and Fiancè will buy a one way flight ticket to Oslo soon, but not now.
See, my toast finished as I was typing these words and now I will be getting to eat it. Patience is a virtue.