Life is weird. And yes, this is going to be a story of our relationship, me and Fiancé. We fell in love in 2008, he was in the army from winter 2008 to spring 2010, we got engaged the summer 2010 and applied for the permits for his visa to come to Norway. This is a short story of us. And here comes the weird part, because the year is 2012 and we are STILL NOT living together or having a, what I like to call, "normal relationship". It is weird, because I had never in a million ways thought of my first love to be a long distance one, and it is weird because it is almost like there is some test going on for the two of us. Someone or something is testing us, trying to find out if this is true love.
Me and Fiancé have had our ups and downs, but the downs are mostly because of the long time this case has taken, and yet our love is as strong as it was that first day. Weird, because I've seen movies and listened to songs were couples don't last when something like this comes between. I have been blessed with a man who is as patient as myself. He is probably going through the worst time of his life right now. Every piece of his life has been put on hold because of this. He can't do anything but to wait. He has asked me a billion or maybe even more (if that's possible) times on WHEN our case will be finished, and I have been having to tell him "I don't know" each time. Because I really don't know.
We trust in God and we trust in our love and pray each day for an answer.
I am optimistic, so I believe that the two of us will be getting that answer (might be very soon) that we have been asking ourselves. But Fiancé is getting more and more crushed every day. I try to keep him positive and feed him all my love every day, so that he stays strong. But now I am getting weak as well. That energy that I used to have is disappearing. I start to don't care anymore. I am angry. Angry of the handle of this case, angry because it takes almost two years to let me start my life with the love of my life. It should NOT BE ALLOWED to do this to anyone. I hope there is NO ONE out there who goes through what we are going through, and I hope every one who is in love are allowed to actually hold hands. I wouldn't even want my worst enemy to live this. This is horrible.
Oh my, oh my.. Again, I believe it will be OK, so I put on a smile and wait some more.
Can someone tell UDI to please be finished with us soon.