This way of thinking may be really bad for me, but hey it's worked so far, at least that's what I thought. But the last couple of years without expressing myself has made me into a ticking bomb. When I watch a sad movie I cry more, when I get a chocolate gift box I literally jump of excitement. Not good. It was either that, to continue like a crazy person who is overly sensitive when it comes to showing emotions, or to write again. I've chosen the last one.